eid adha

hepi eid adha:)at n9.relative ouse.modelin kejap..huhu.

wut d best?hangout?

yek.sangat ta senonoh saya.

so-not-proper-me...so what?

it was lil bored tyme during sem break.its act before i was being a gud-kind-hardworking-nice girl dat go to lab EVERYDAY..btw,hangout wit my lil gurl which she claim dat she hav lotsa money n wanna shop.n im poor broken gurl in purse.:)
hav a hot pants,cardigan n sumthing at d end.njoy njoy.dat pict is horrible.saya sangat ta senonoh bile mkan.im not sory for me,well i jus lyke it.ta perlu cover2 kowt.hehehe.

lab lab

arini g lab.smlam pown g lab.sok pown g lab.lusa lusa lusa pown g lab.ari2 pown lab.luckily mud rajin tengah melanda.go bella go.even cam na muntah jew g lab tuh,pakse gak g.kua umah itu besh(wat mase skang).

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tetba not in gud mud na sambung.bye bye.

gth

plis get out of my lyfe.u r gettin worst.i tot u r my fren.jus fren!no ure not.u r da gile sangat melampau.u hav ur own prob,i willin to hear.kira baek a tu aku teman ko salu.dat its!not more dan dat.im ur fren,so i do act as a fren.if u wan me to get involve,msk skali ape yang u rase sume,no im sorry.tu da lbey.i knoe ur agenda.tolong la.u mke me menyampah.jgn na rosakkan pape yg aku ade.so pisseeddd off!fine others yg ko boe na kaco..tolong la jangan melampau.know ur limit.!dun mke things so awkward oke.if anythin chnge in my lyfe,u r d one dat i will blame.read dis.i knoe u r readin.!sory to say dis,but u jus cross my limit.i warn u so many tyme,nicely,so very nice!tapi ta paham gak.so now,u get it.!

piss offff!go to bloody hell.!amek hydrochloric acid simbah bawu tau.seb baek aku baek amek air suling je na sumbat.

selamat hari lahir sayang 24/11

sayang, selamat hari lahir.
suppose we r together now :(
blow candle together
make a wish together
njoy d day all together

selamat hari lahir sayang
im sory for d mistake dat ive done
for the things i did wrong
for not being lyke u want
for not treating u nicely
for all those words n acts dat make u hurt.

sayang selamat hari lahir
its ur 21st busday
21 years u exist in dis world
even its not 21 years we knoe each other
but its enuff to luv u start from d day we met till now
thanks for d wonderful tyme.!

selamat hari lahir sayang
terima kasih kerana menerima i seadanya
mencintai dan menyayangi
dan kerana hadir dalam idup i :)

selamat hari lahir sayang
cinta n hati i hanya tuk u
ta penah telintas walau sesaat even sedetik pun
tuk menduakan cinta
i tau jodoh sume di tangan Tuhan
tau sangat benda tu
tapi ari2 i doa.
moga jodoh kite dipanjangkan sampai bile2
tapi kalo kita ta ditakdirkan bersama
i redha dlam luka
biarlah masa2 kite jadi kenangan terindah dalam idup i.

selamat hari lahir sayang
banyak da dugaan kita lalui
even sumtymes kite hampir putus pun an
alhamdulillah sampai sekarang pun kite same2 lagi :)
u promise,u will not leave me.
sayang,u salu ckp soh i g kat guy laen lagi better dari u
no, i tana pun. u r my man.u d only are.
semua owang pun ta sempurna
cukuplah u terbaek d mata i.

selamat hari lahir sayang
terima kasih wat i gembira
sedih
terluka
bahagia
1001 rasa
sebab semua pun aja i erti kehidupan sebenar
beri i pengalaman
hidup ni ta selalu indah, an?

selamat hari lahir sayang
moga sentiasa dipanjangkan umur n dimurahkan rezeki
nanti boe kite kawen :)
moga hubungan kite berkekalan
blaja rajin2
jangan nakal2 jangan gatal2.
may dis besday bring u happiness all thru years.

i luv u
i alwiz do.

suppose ade pic,blogg wat hal.nanti update ea :)

*sigh

sedang jeles dengan seseorang.
saba bella saba.hehe(gewdiks)

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sejauh mane syg awak pade saya,saya hanye milik die.cinta saya hanya pada die.gewdiks gewdiks saya:)

p/s:143 bb

craving for happiness

i
it was held at ums kampus labuan.long tyme ago.im d one of the delegasi,upm rawks!

laying on my bed,thinking.wut i want in lyfe.then suddenly terpopup pasl simposium n one section which d coordinator is dr celement,femes motivator kot kat sabah.ta ingat da.he was kind,awawsome sangat!n he expert in magic too.siyesly!
he ask,ape yang kite na dalam idup?
n bcoz of saya asek kena point jew mase simposium tuh,he point me.ahh?err..hehe..aa?tatau.money?woman?happy family?rich?clever?

in conclusion he said. HAPPINESS

yup.kenape na wit byk,sebab na bahagia.nape na suami sebab na bhagia.sume benda at last the point is we as human are craving for happiness.
everythin yang kite mintak is foe make us happy.tapi btol ke sume yg kita mintak boe wat kite bahagia.?
let us think for a while.btol ke u guys tgk owang kaye bahagia owang miskin ta?do u knoe his lyfe.?n bile kite tgk owang tu ade segalanya kite jeles n kite rase die sempurna tapi kite tau ke deep inside his/her heart die puas dengan ape yang die ade,bahagia ngan ape die miliki?n kite pown berusaha tuk jadi cam die,but at last kite dapat pe yang kite na tapi we feel empty.pna ta kowang rase u hav everythin around u,hepi family,money,clever,gud job,everythin tapi u feel empty.UR LYFE IS EMPTY!
wut is act we want in our lyfe.n how kite na cari kebahagiaan tu dunia terutamanya di akhirat.idup kite ni ta penah sempurna tanpa pegangan yang kukuh.
n act we dont need to compare ourself wit others.kebahagiaan kite ta same ngan owang laen.kdg2 owang tu na pasangan yg hebat bawu die bahagia,sumtymes ade owang na kaya sangat bawu die bahagia,n ade na jadi femes bawu bahagia.n kite kena pke balek,wuts d point kite na benda tu semua..is it important to have a gud lyfe,to exceed happiness?kejarlah kebahagiaan anda n usahalah tuk dapatkannya.hidup dengan keserdahanaan n penuh dengan kebahagiaan.thats better.:)
siapa tana idup bahagia an?

is luv necessary to get marry?

if dis question being ask to owang dulu2 sure dowang cakap ta payah cinte2 nih.sebab for sure zaman dulu most of the mariage is arranged by family.an an?even ade tu da kena cop mase dak tadika dak2 kecik lagi.
"eh besa2 nanti kan mak piah aku ingat na wat jadi menantu la anak ko tuh."
n cube kite bayangkan its happen nowadays.oh no.sumpa tana.!i prefer lagi knal n tgk muke dlu even ta bechenta pown.i ask my mom, do u luv dad when u been introduce at first.she said no.then how come u can get marry wit dad.uhh?mane boe ta becinta kalo na kawen,kena la sayang dlu.ohh.n now o knoe if my mom tade dad die kowt n vice versa.:)
n one of my fren tell me dat till her dad dead he never love her mom?telopong sementara mendengar cerita.
"jah,aku ta penah cinta kau,tapi aku sayang kau sebab jaga anak2 aku"
dis is true,name dan cara percakapan belainan,tapi maksud disampaikan same.:)n her dad bgtau mase die nga sakit tenat.sdey nye,kalo aku jadi ma die,mati same kowt.
well,stlh mendenga byk cerita dan blaja,kawen kerana cinta saje memang ta berguna.sumtymes we don need to lurv sumone if we hav to be marry or want to marry him/her.thre's a lot of tink lagi that we hav to tink aside from lurv..alaa lurv becintan cintun betaun pown,aku sayang kau kau sayang aku kalo tade tanggungjawab susa jugak.err aku sayang kau sebab tu aku bagi ko makan pasir..erm?sayang tu boe dipupuk,cinta boe disemai.yang penting hati ikhlas n tau ape tujuan kite na kawen nanye..kite n kawen sebab ape.nape na kawen ngan die.
sumtyme when we in lurv wit sumone,i na kawen ngan u,u sowang je laki dalam idup i,bla bla lagi which is i salu ckp jgk.ngehe,tapi kalo die bukan jodoh kite,kite kena trime gak kan?n its alwiz happen becenta ngan owang laen,kawen ngan owang laen.alwiz!no doubt.tapi tu la we as a human,if we want sumone we hav to fight for that,bukan tgu bulan jatuh ke riba jew.
n for me,niat tu kena ikhlas,hati mesti jujur,jangan menabur janji kalo ta dapat tunaikan,lelaki yang baek utk perempuan yang baek,if kite ta dapat yang elok,we hav to check ourself back,dun juz blame others coz we hav to realize kite ni ta sempurna,we never are.bukan sebab cinta jew tuk kawen.cinta tu perlu ade for some people tapi tayah la sampai lautan luas sanggup ku redah,gunung berapi sanggup ku daki,kalo ko sanggup,ko mati dlu kowt.:)dis is juz pemerhatian.masing2 punye pandangan laen an.pandangan saya pown ade yang laen jugak.:)

dear gmok

hepi bcomin bezday.~its 21.owh no be prepare to enter the older world.berkedut cane pown sayang u jugak.~
n dear,ape la off2 hp.plis plis plis stop saying owh kua ngan laki laen eh.isk.ape la babe ni,na wat suprise mesti la diam2 jew.kua ngan gf which is more important than other guy.of course!ta pnah kua ngan other guy.no doubt.kena pancung pale i kua ngan owang len an?huhu
i do lurv u.hope enjoyin d 21 big apple donut,21 candle, which da tunggang tebalek sume.its pre celebration.muahx muahx.